I know myself. There were times I wanted to cry, but I couldn't seem to access those emotions to do it.

While we were all gathered together for a somber reason, I left that morning feeling energized, ready to keep taking two steps forward.

Know that these feelings have nothing to do with how much you love your child nor are they any reflection of the kind of parent you'll be.

Well, one year has since gone by, and it's been quite a whirlwind. As New Year's Eve approaches, I'm reflecting on the past year.